Sitting at the feet of Jesus....this is where it all begins. Today has the potential of a fear-filled day. But, I have experienced a life, days, moments without fear so, with all that is in me, I am going to fight for fearlessness. As I sit at the feet of Jesus, He gently whispers His love to me. And, in that love, the fear is gone. He's got our backs, He's got my kids, their schooling, their friendships, their choices, the things they see & hear. He's got it all and He cares about it all. He loves my little family of Doyles even more than I can imagine. In that truth and promise, I will rest today. A day that threatens fear and failure, yet in His love and power, I will rest.
"I will certainly be with you." Exodus 3:12 It was 2 weeks before we were to start homeschooling again and dread overwhelmed me. Why? Because Isaiah didn't want to homeschool. It was painful to think of another year of trying to convince him that this is what we were called to right now, the best thing for our family. I met with a friend and she told me about a new grant that enables low income families to go to private school. Perfect! Perhaps this was my answer...Isaiah could go to Heartland Christian School. I was sad that this may be God's answer because I would miss the time with him, but wanted the best for the kids. So, I began the application process. I had an unsettling feeling the entire time. When I stopped to hear from the Lord on the issue, I could hear Him saying, "Heather, I've told you to homeschool, given you the curriculum, answered your fears, and you're still not obeying." Ouch! "Okay, Lord, I'll listen, but ...
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